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~ The Blog, Chapter 17: 'But it's called Love...' [...er... Cupid strikes again?] ~
The latest on Radio SKC [The StarKnight Chronicles Radio]--
~ The Current Top 10 Joy Division songs [as of Wednesday, 6 June 2007] ~
1] Transmission [Single version, from 'Substance 1977-1980' and 'Permanent 1995']
2] She's Lost Control [1979 'Something Else' version, from 'The Complete BBC Recordings']
3] Love Will Tear Us Apart [single version, from 'Substance 1977-1980']
4] No Love Lost ['An Ideal For Living' version, from 'Substance 1977-1980']
5] Novelty [Warsaw version, from 'Warsaw']
6] Digital [from 'Substance 1977-1980']
7] The Eternal, alternate Mix 2 [from 'Martin Hannett's Mix Tapes']
8] Transmission [BBC Session #1, from 'The Complete BBC Recordings']
9] Dead Souls
10] The Sound of Music [BBC Session, from 'The Complete BBC Recordings']
~ The Current Top 10 New Order Songs [as of Wednesday, 6 June 2007] ~
1] Mr. Disco
2] Mesh
3] The Perfect Kiss [video version]
4] Best & Marsh [12" version]
5] Shellshock [12" extended mix]
6] Crystal [Shatterproof mix by Cybersecrecy featuring Barney on vox]
7] Dream Attack
8] Here to Stay [Chemical Brothers remix]
9] Round & Round [12" version]
10] 586
Currently playing: Thieves Like Us.
~ Alright folks, Cupid strikes again. No joke.
Remember Michael from the last Chapter? Well...
We hung out for Chinese food on Monday. He kissed me goodnight after he walked me back to my apartment.
We hung out Wednesday night just for fun. We ended up in a tickle war, which resulted in a make-out session.
Okay, am I starting to see there's probably something more than just a crush? Or am I just out of my fookin' mind?
I mean, come on! like I said at one point, I'm not one to have crushes! And Michael... well...
he's more than determined to make sure my heart gets off of the shelf at this rate. He's even asked me if I still hate Cupid!
No joke.
So I'm stuck in a situation I don't know how to deal with--he's only going to be in town until July. On the 10th of July he's leaving back home for Lakeland. In September he's leaving for graduate school in Scotland. And then...
...and then...
when he leaves, then what?
I mean, at this point I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. For one, I'd love to be with him. However, he's also got future plans set. And of course there's no chance in highest heaven or lowest hell that I'm gonna be able to be with him in Scotland!?
So with that in mind, well... what do I do? I mean, the last thing I'd ever want to do is to want to be with him, yet I want to be with him. Did you just get confused? I know I just did.
[lost in benidorm.... well, not really...]
~ The Current Top 10 Joy Division songs [as of Wednesday, 6 June 2007] ~
1] Transmission [Single version, from 'Substance 1977-1980' and 'Permanent 1995']
2] She's Lost Control [1979 'Something Else' version, from 'The Complete BBC Recordings']
3] Love Will Tear Us Apart [single version, from 'Substance 1977-1980']
4] No Love Lost ['An Ideal For Living' version, from 'Substance 1977-1980']
5] Novelty [Warsaw version, from 'Warsaw']
6] Digital [from 'Substance 1977-1980']
7] The Eternal, alternate Mix 2 [from 'Martin Hannett's Mix Tapes']
8] Transmission [BBC Session #1, from 'The Complete BBC Recordings']
9] Dead Souls
10] The Sound of Music [BBC Session, from 'The Complete BBC Recordings']
~ The Current Top 10 New Order Songs [as of Wednesday, 6 June 2007] ~
1] Mr. Disco
2] Mesh
3] The Perfect Kiss [video version]
4] Best & Marsh [12" version]
5] Shellshock [12" extended mix]
6] Crystal [Shatterproof mix by Cybersecrecy featuring Barney on vox]
7] Dream Attack
8] Here to Stay [Chemical Brothers remix]
9] Round & Round [12" version]
10] 586
Currently playing: Thieves Like Us.
~ Alright folks, Cupid strikes again. No joke.
Remember Michael from the last Chapter? Well...We hung out for Chinese food on Monday. He kissed me goodnight after he walked me back to my apartment.
We hung out Wednesday night just for fun. We ended up in a tickle war, which resulted in a make-out session.
Okay, am I starting to see there's probably something more than just a crush? Or am I just out of my fookin' mind?
I mean, come on! like I said at one point, I'm not one to have crushes! And Michael... well...he's more than determined to make sure my heart gets off of the shelf at this rate. He's even asked me if I still hate Cupid!
No joke.So I'm stuck in a situation I don't know how to deal with--he's only going to be in town until July. On the 10th of July he's leaving back home for Lakeland. In September he's leaving for graduate school in Scotland. And then...
...and then...
when he leaves, then what?
I mean, at this point I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. For one, I'd love to be with him. However, he's also got future plans set. And of course there's no chance in highest heaven or lowest hell that I'm gonna be able to be with him in Scotland!?
So with that in mind, well... what do I do? I mean, the last thing I'd ever want to do is to want to be with him, yet I want to be with him. Did you just get confused? I know I just did.
[lost in benidorm.... well, not really...]