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~ The Blog, Chapter 28: My world just grew a cloud darker. [Read on, you'll see why.] ~

[Now playing: 'Secluded Spaces' by VNV Nation.]

...okay, maybe I should have never opened my mouth about the whole relationship.

Right now there's an e-mail for me aptly titled 'Concerns' from the boyfriend. Okay, this is when I need to worry. Big time.

I mean, I guess I'm not one to worry but... hell... when life comes at you brutally, and the one you love is at least two hours away...

...damn. Just, damn.

I'm more than worse than anxious about this.

*deep breath* Heck, maybe I shouldn't worry so much but, who am I kidding? I'm good and ready to hide back in my corner of the world, lock myself away and cry. For hours, if not days.

...alright, I'm gonna read the e-mail. Let's hope this isn't as, erm, serious as I feared.'



...why is it I have a very sick feeling in my gut about this?

~ Shine