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[The SKC: Chapter 6--FAC'n EGG!!
Last played--'No Love Lost' by Joy Division.
Currently playing--'Transmission' by Warsaw.
Up to bat--'Transmission' by Joy Division.
~ Alright folks, I've had a long week... but we all know that.
I'm currently at another friend's computer because the friend's comp I usually hang out at is a bit out of order at the moment. We had a nice little storm which just about damn near shut the whole town down. Good grievances.
Meanwhile my fanfic 'A Closer Joy Unknown' is about to get a Chapter 16 added, because not only is Chapter 15 pretty freckin' long, it's also the one where, well, I'm in a quandary. See, I can't write smut very well [though those who've read it will disagree with me VERY QUICKLY!], and anyone who's ever written any story with smut will probably agree with me in saying that writing smut is tough stuff!! Otherwise the story is going very well and I wouldn't be surprised if I get this story all printed out and handed to ONE of the guys from New Order. Hey Jack, does your dad like fan fiction? If so he should read mine...
In other news, I'm declaring myself a proud DJ-wannabe. It seems that now I want to be a DJ, possibly for fun. I know I've got a long ways to go but, if I could put together mix c.d.'s like it's nobody's business then, maybe there's a sort of future for me doing this kind of stuff for a living. I don't know. We'll just have to wait and see. I'm currently planning out the next StarMix [that's my official term for the mixes I make, or the mix c.d.'s, and so on], though it probably won't be all entirely planned out until tomorrow.
In the meantime, I've officially had myself a stirring of the heart: the last thing I'd ever want to do is have some sort of feelings for a friend of mine who graduated from university yesterday. But one, he's adorable. [Before you ask, no he does NOT look like my dear Stephen. Keep dreaming, folks.] Two, he's a total sweetie. Three, he's always happy to see me. Aside from his family and his professors, I was there to see him graduate, and he was thrilled beyond words. Four, he hears me out. Even when life kinda sucks. Oh, and five, he has a guitar. 
Maybe I can teach him to play some JD/NO... 
And finally, I've been having an artistic revival. I'm drawing again as well as writing new poetry. It's the most amazing feeling in the world to be so creative. I absofreckin'lutely love it. Currently working on a picture of Gillian, planning one of Gillian and Steve, and started a new book of poetry this morning in church. Here's the first [and currently the only] poem in the book--warning: VERY RANDOM POEM!!
'seen worth.'
a lovely noise,
a hollow plane,
a random muse,
a hope in vain.
such emptiness,
such loneliness,
such lowliness,
such holiness.
the only lost quirks,
the greater fall of dreams,
the hope beyond all knowing,
the life beyond one's means.
...I warned you, didn't I?
...erm,
laters, y'all!!!
~ Jenn ['Sunshine'/'Sunny'/'Sundail'/DJ FAC 999]
Currently playing--'Transmission' by Warsaw.
Up to bat--'Transmission' by Joy Division.
~ Alright folks, I've had a long week... but we all know that.
I'm currently at another friend's computer because the friend's comp I usually hang out at is a bit out of order at the moment. We had a nice little storm which just about damn near shut the whole town down. Good grievances.Meanwhile my fanfic 'A Closer Joy Unknown' is about to get a Chapter 16 added, because not only is Chapter 15 pretty freckin' long, it's also the one where, well, I'm in a quandary. See, I can't write smut very well [though those who've read it will disagree with me VERY QUICKLY!], and anyone who's ever written any story with smut will probably agree with me in saying that writing smut is tough stuff!! Otherwise the story is going very well and I wouldn't be surprised if I get this story all printed out and handed to ONE of the guys from New Order. Hey Jack, does your dad like fan fiction? If so he should read mine...
In other news, I'm declaring myself a proud DJ-wannabe. It seems that now I want to be a DJ, possibly for fun. I know I've got a long ways to go but, if I could put together mix c.d.'s like it's nobody's business then, maybe there's a sort of future for me doing this kind of stuff for a living. I don't know. We'll just have to wait and see. I'm currently planning out the next StarMix [that's my official term for the mixes I make, or the mix c.d.'s, and so on], though it probably won't be all entirely planned out until tomorrow.
In the meantime, I've officially had myself a stirring of the heart: the last thing I'd ever want to do is have some sort of feelings for a friend of mine who graduated from university yesterday. But one, he's adorable. [Before you ask, no he does NOT look like my dear Stephen.
Keep dreaming, folks.] Two, he's a total sweetie. Three, he's always happy to see me. Aside from his family and his professors, I was there to see him graduate, and he was thrilled beyond words. Four, he hears me out. Even when life kinda sucks. Oh, and five, he has a guitar. Maybe I can teach him to play some JD/NO... And finally, I've been having an artistic revival. I'm drawing again as well as writing new poetry. It's the most amazing feeling in the world to be so creative. I absofreckin'lutely love it. Currently working on a picture of Gillian, planning one of Gillian and Steve, and started a new book of poetry this morning in church. Here's the first [and currently the only] poem in the book--warning: VERY RANDOM POEM!!
'seen worth.'
a lovely noise,
a hollow plane,
a random muse,
a hope in vain.
such emptiness,
such loneliness,
such lowliness,
such holiness.
the only lost quirks,
the greater fall of dreams,
the hope beyond all knowing,
the life beyond one's means.
...I warned you, didn't I?
...erm,
laters, y'all!!!~ Jenn ['Sunshine'/'Sunny'/'Sundail'/DJ FAC 999]