so...who was your first crush?
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J.F. in the seventh grade- he was a shy, quiet guy, so I had secretly delivered him a carnation with a small note (we had a secret admirer thing in school where students deliver carnations to their objects of affection). After that, he had been avoiding me.
Then...
J.W.- he was a senior and I was a freshman, nothing can be done.
M.H.- both of us were seniors. Anyway, he was also the quiet type. I was a bit crushed when I found out he had a girlfriend, but I was fine with it at the same time. Looking back, the fact that he barely talked and that he didn't smile in his yearbook pic scares me. He reminds me of a young Robert De Niro (sadly, when he acted in "Mean Streets" and "Taxi Driver"; disturbing, huh?).
Now, that I look back... Why did I ever have crushes on these people in the first place?
My celebrity crushes were hundred times better than them, until...
It was in 4th grade, her name was Julie.
And obviously, as usually, I was competely unable to talk to her.
Unfortunately I moved to a private school the next year.
Damn shyness... god bless the internet and instant messaging... help cowards like me to get women 
Spotnick wrote: Damn shyness... god bless the internet and instant messaging... help cowards like me to get women
Except when they don't turn out to be the "wild and sexy" Catholic schoolgirls that you thought they were 
Not that I would know 
Second grade through sixth, a girl named Karen. When I was in sixth grade, I got the guts up to visit her at her house a few times, where we talked in her living room on occassions.
Can't remember why I stopped going.
