When I was in my mid-teens, Smashing Pumpkins' Siamese Dream (up to "Mayonaise") probably saved my life, or at least saved me from getting into any more trouble than I was getting into. Particularly "Today", "Quiet," and "Mayonaise" were the songs that I listened to over and over. After, when my period of teen-angst-that-led-into-destructive-behavior was over, the Cure's "Open" and "Doing the unstuck" were kind of significant, mostly since they got me through my first couple of years in high school, which, since I went to 3 different junior high schools, seemed strange that I was in one place for more than one year. When I got into New Order, any "angst" I must have had passed. I was 17, and my peers no longer had any significance in my life, I wasn't getting into too much trouble (and figured that I wouldn't be qualified as a young offender much longer), and I was leaving high school in a year.