Seriously, I am not about to go to my GP and say "Dr, I don't seem to be able to drink my own body weight in alcohol, neck enough drugs to stun a rhino and stay up all night arguing about whether 12dB/+ve or 24db/+ve filters are better...like I used to be".
As you are no doubt painfully aware ( some of you anyway), I was off work for a coupla years with a nasty disease thingy. Now it's not buggered off, but it's much improved and I'm back at work, and coping. In fact, those of you who read my drivel have probably noticed I am not QUITE so irrational and downright narky recently. But, why can I not hack the pace?
Monday was a nightmare. I was perfectly OK, until I had been in the pub about 45 mins, then just DRAINED. And it's not een like the journey from Bangor to Bournemouth had been hard, I had really enjoyed it. I ended up in my hotel the whole bloody time, staring at the ceiling or sleeping fitfully in 5 minute bursts.
I tend to get VERY excited about any concert, and tend not to eat. Could it be adrenalin doing me in cos I aint had any in my system for so long? Could it be the lack of food? I don't sleep well in strange beds and I don't sleep at all after concerts (was up for 3 days after The Orb in Shine in Belfast one night), so my tossing and trning all night after the gig is something I fear I must live with.
Don't laugh, well OK, laugh, take the piss if you must, but don't be nasty about it, please. I am really concerned that my 5 day mission to wembley and wolves will be horrible....5 days of sitting in my hotel, while people I really want to party with are just round the corner from me.
And before anyone says it, I am NOT a natural numpty, the phrase "Fuck me Campbell, are you still on the go?" has been heard at many a party at about 10am!!!!
Someone here must have gone from long term bed to trying to riot again.
Any advice? PLEASE?
I am thinking I should preload vitimins and sugars and fats so that even if I don't eat I will have fuel reserves, but apart from that I am at a loss.