Suicidal tendancies

Not the happiest of topics, but since I split with my long time girlfriend ,two years ago, my life seems to have descended into misery. Am I depressed? I think about topping myself at least once a day. My mood swings from happy to sad at the drop of a hat. Whats a bugg tutt like me to do?

go see a doctor

go seek professional help. i don't like this poll at all and i wish you hadn't posted it.

Check your mail - NOW!!!!!!!!!

I had a bloody good go at it once It failed And I am glad

no more to say.

God, that's awful. I know what it's like breaking up with someone after a long time. You need good friends and to get out and sow your oats! The best way of getting over someone is to get under someone else (that works for guys too!)

Stop thinking about suicide, it's selfish. Think of who you'd leave behind, they'd be blaming themselves. Chin up fella, look on the brightside, it's onwards and upwards from now on.

Get to NOOLer all day sesh and we'll give you a good time!

X X X X

I don't normally do kisses, but you need it.

:)

Steve Campbell wrote: I had a bloody good go at it once It failed And I am glad

no more to say.

I'm so glad you did not you silly sausage. Where would us silly girls be without you to lead us on??????

I'm certifiable, and I think about it on the offhand often enough, but mostly in a logical "yeah, could do that, but then I'd miss all this other stuff, and that'd be useless".

Either talk to one of us to get that thought out, or you go with haste (and I do mean haste) to proper mental health doctors. No fooling around with it, seriously.

There's no point to topping yourself, even after a relationship. It hurts for a while.. and a while can be years sometimes, but there's no reason for going off like that. There's many more good times to be had, many more laughs to be broken into , and certainly many more great albums to buy.

Sometimes to get out of the deep end, you've got to think shallow.

(and originally, I thought it was about the band, too. Shows how far my thinking's come. )

Bugg Tutts wrote: Not the happiest of topics, but since I split with my long time girlfriend ,two years ago, my life seems to have descended into misery. Am I depressed? I think about topping myself at least once a day. My mood swings from happy to sad at the drop of a hat. Whats a bugg tutt like me to do?

buggtutt@hotmail.co.uk

No matter how shit things are, they WILL get better. I have been there. It's a dark place to be and anyone who has not been there will not understand. Trust me. Love hurts, especially when you are getting beats, but trust me. No matter how much you think, you love someone. You can always love again. I promise. Words are easy to say, not easy to take. Although most times in life are hard and shit, you'll regret all those amazing, wicked days you are lucky to be alive for. Although they are few and far betwen, they kick ass.

If i'd have missed NO at Brixton, i'd have had to come back and haunt someone through rage, at myself, for not allowing myself the chnace to get thorugh the tunnel, and see what's on the other side. And here we all our. you can't put a price on friendship. relationshiops can come and go, but they have nothing on good friends. Priceless. My best days have been with my mates. Give yourself a chance, always. I promise, things DO turn a corner.

Bonz' you actually replied to thank me for not toppin myself before attempting to comfort the poor sod who was (WAS...right?) thinking about it. Don;t think I've ever been so touched

ALWAYS things worth living for one more of.

Sunrises, New order gigs (even if prior to a month ago it was strictly boots), hearing Little Fluffy Clouds, a completely random stranger smiling at you genuinely.....I dunno everyone has their own list.

Besdies think of the mechanics of it....think about whatever daft idea you were having and think about how horrible it will be to go through, or LIVE through....think of those who find you.

And besdies it'd be downright fucking ungrateful after all thee babes cam running to your side...FFS you got a kiss of Jem....I've been blowing sunshine up her arse for weeks and wrote he a fookin song and I aint got a kiss!!!!!!!!

Snap out of it dude..each step towards the shore you take, the clutching mud about your body gets shallower, pulls you down less, makes the next step easier.

AND if you do it now each and every person on this thread who's talked to you....wil think FOR CERTAIN it's their fault.

any angles I didn't cover, speak up.

any angles I didn't cover, speak up.

Hi......it is me....FALLEN

Steve Campbell wrote: I had a bloody good go at it once It failed And I am glad

no more to say.

Same here.

Steve Campbell wrote: Bonz' you actually replied to thank me for not toppin myself before attempting to comfort the poor sod who was (WAS...right?) thinking about it. Don;t think I've ever been so touched

ALWAYS things worth living for one more of

Sunrises, New order gigs (even if prior to a month ago it was strictly boots), hearing Little Fluffy Clouds, a completely random stranger smiling at you genuinely.....I dunno everyone has their own list.

Besdies think of the mechanics of it....think about whatever daft idea you were having and think about how horrible it will be to go through, or LIVE through....think of those who find you.

And besdies it'd be downright fucking ungrateful after all thee babes cam running to your side...FFS you got a kiss of Jem....I've been blowing sunshine up her arse for weeks and wrote he a fookin song and I aint got a kiss!!!!!!!!

Snap out of it dude..each step towards the shore you take, the clutching mud about your body gets shallower, pulls you down less, makes the next step easier.

AND if you do it now each and every person on this thread who's talked to you....wil think FOR CERTAIN it's their fault.

any angles I didn't cover, speak up.

You a dude!

Samantha Chapman wrote:

Steve Campbell wrote: I had a bloody good go at it once It failed And I am glad

no more to say.

Same here.

SING WHEN YOU're LIVING

78681 wrote: Oh...and here I thought we were going to discuss the "band"...

Soory...I've got no advice...although you could do what I do...drink heavily!

i thought the same thing, i saw them in '89 at the Ritz in NYC with Sepultura ,

Steve Campbell wrote: ...FFS you got a kiss of Jem....I've been blowing sunshine up her arse for weeks and wrote he a fookin song and I aint got a kiss!!!!!!!!

I'm glad you didn't too! X

That is the most selfish thing you could possible do. And over a broad....

Go out and get laid. She aint worth it.

I refuse to die until I hear the new My Bloody Valentine record ... which means I've got a long life ahead of me. C'mon Kevin.

Stick with us Mr. Tutt. I would say seek professional help, but that can be such a hit or miss proposition. I've struggled with depression for over 20 years now, but I'm just so goddamn curious about what's going to happen tomorrow.

Gnu Odor wrote: I refuse to die until I hear the new My Bloody Valentine record ... which means I've got a long life ahead of me. C'mon Kevin.

I'm starting to wonder if it'd help if I offered to write the songs for 'em. Time's a wastin'. :p

Bugg Tutts wrote: Am I depressed? I think about topping myself at least once a day. My mood swings from happy to sad at the drop of a hat.

Yes.

Whats a bugg tutt like me to do?

Find a good therapist ASAP. It may take a bit of searching to find the right one.

Doesn't anyome have friends in that country. Therapy? What? last resort. lining some Rich wanker's pockets so he can fall asleep while you talk and then offer the same adive the guy behind the bar round the corner would give. Ass to it.

Over here, when you're at your wits end, you call some friends who come have fun with you and listen to you....over there it's like if mummy took your fave teddy away 2 months before you were ready....you spend the majority of your income on charlatans.

Sorry...pet hate.

dont drink heavily - in your state it will make you feel more depressed. go to a doctor today, they will help you.

twist wrote: That is the most selfish thing you could possible do. And over a broad....

Go out and get laid. She aint worth it.

damn fookin right

You guys, such a caring bunch, thanks for cheering me up:)

Hey man, glad to see you back.

Bugg Tutts wrote: You guys, such a caring bunch, thanks for cheering me up:)

You haven't got the bill yet :D gis a job

Bugg Tutts wrote: You guys, such a caring bunch, thanks for cheering me up:)

Well, never believe you don't deserve a good cheering up, and now you know where to go for that sort of thing.

Here's my bill*. Just sign at the dotted line. :D

*Offer entitles me to free drinks and your laughter resounding through the air. No expiry date.

Not worth it.You'll only hurt your family. Look at it another way.I know I did many many years ago.Possible topic of conversation after jumping off a motorway bridge...One Day Later...shock horror,can't believe it.....One Month Later....remember thingy,oh aye......Three months later....Monty who? If you're going to leave this planet,go out the front door with your head high and strive to achieve to do at least 3 new things a year you've never tried before.And do something worthy of something to remember you by,not sadness.

No shit,beginning of last year,wife fucked off after 7 months of marriage.3 weeks of crying in my cocoa.After which..fuck this! I've got a week off,I'm going to go somewhere I may never go again.....so I blew my savings and went on my own(!) to New York. I came back feeling like the Dogs Bollocks. So think on mate,nothing or no one's worth topping yourself for.